voids.
LonelyI've seen a castle in wales.
but I'd rather wake up beside you,
and breathe that old familiar smell.
Newest
the reunion.I washed you out, touching gingerly the part of me you had lovingly brutalized. I took care of that, or at least I hope I did - let us pray for that spot of blood, the relief of seeing it on the cotton and knowing you've been spared. Meanwhile, you sat on the shower floor, let the water run over your face, trying to crack your jaw. With your mouth set like that, eyes closed, you looked like a caricature of despair. You said, "I wish they would give me something other than a clean bill of health, that they'd say, 'Here's what's wrongthe reunion.
with you, here's how we ca
by ~SpiffyChicky
you were a lighthouse.It is not your body. You. You need to eat. This is what he tells me, at one thirty in the morning, while I read about X-Men on Wikipedia and debate playing my brother's Xbox, because what is the point of sleep. He tells me this after I inform him of my new magic act, the one where I am the Incredible, Invisible Woman. Which really means I have lost eleven pounds, and my tits have shrunk from a 36C to a 36B.you were a lighthouse.
What I don't tell him about is how my face crumpled when I put that bra on, how I sat on my couch and sobbed as my sister told me all the parts I have lost late
by ~SpiffyChicky
my life as a Whitney Houston sYou call and say, "Hi there," and I could live inside that phrase. I want to bury myself inside thosemy life as a Whitney Houston s
letters, rejoice in the sound your voice makes.
You say, "I still love you. I will always love you." These are words I wish I wanted to live in, words I wish I was given permission to settle on, build a sturdy house, live there into retirement, grow old on the front porch.
But instead I am settling for the nice condo of "hi there". There are no risks with "hi there," none of the mortgages that come with, "I will always love you."
by ~SpiffyChicky
these are the facts.I have lost all sense of self, or time, forgetting how long it has been since you left, forgetting that I don't use dramatic statements like that first line.these are the facts.
This is life without you, without a future with
you, your blue eyes, your strong, wide fingers, your way of forgetting all the details I remember,
remembering all the ones I cannot recall.
My hair falls out in clumps, I am scared every time I wash it. When I wake, my pillow looks as though I am
going through chemo. I am in recovery.
And still, despite myself, my little heart beats, my li
by ~SpiffyChicky
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Violet, Claire WishedI watch the clouds slowly enfold the moon As I wait here alone, thinking about you I lie on my back in the snow Watching my breath curl out from my lips Smokey innocence, floating on into the frozen air Not the tainted, choking kind that I've been longing for I'm made of dry ice on the inside I'd advise you not to touch me The cold might burn your fingertips It's time again for some alcohol, my friend I'll drown my sorrows down The same old songs are still on the radio Playing over and over and over Reminding me of how far away you really are I know where you'Violet, Claire Wished
by ~fallenembers
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- Favourite movie: Pulp Fiction. Little Miss Sunshine. Fight Club. Juno. Singin' in the Rain. many, many more.
- Favourite band or musician: Green Day. Rilo Kiley. Bright Eyes. Death Cab for Cutie. Brand New. Simple Plan.
- Favourite genre of music: I don't believe in selecting by genres.
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- Favourite style of art: poetry, if it is written well. photography, if it is taken well.
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i think ill follow.
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lover, now that you've left me,
I'm glad you're unlovely.
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I would have a signature if they allowed longer signatures. I wrote three paragraphs and deviantART said, 'Sorry, 1 error prevented this form from being saved. Please correct any errors indicated below and try again.'
hows life?
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how is life with you?
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lover, now that you've left me,
I'm glad you're unlovely.
actually thats a lie. just wanted to use L words.
in love and interesting eh? maybe you will get a sweet ass poem out of it.
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Couple naughty swinger life style not the lady of the lake sir walter scott 1880 of japanese sex anime.partnerships.
Katrina whored you to me.
Thank you Katrina.
Oh, you are beautiful.
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sucking all the marrow out of life,
doesn't mean choking on the bone.
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